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The beautiful, delicious chaos, that is my life 28 years on this Earth and while it feels like a lifetime of experiences… I recognize how truly short my journey has been this far. That there is so much yet to do, see, learn, observe, appreciate. My journey has just begun. I unlock the padlocks that kept me chained at the wrists, hacked by the belief that I was being held against my will….yet in my pocket, was the key. To the little girl in me, that I am for you today. The gir

Letting go of survival, the beginning stages of transformation I have been beating myself up about a lot of things since I stopped playing the victim. It destroyed every perception, guard, defense… everything. The entire tower crumbling down like never before. It has been 2 Summers, since I decided I wanted to rewrite my entire story. To change the way I have been living and perceiving life. I started to believe that I deserve a good life, good things, good love. and all at o

What Happens When Survival Ends and Identity Begins? I don’t think I ever built a snowman. I don’t have a memory of it, at least. Maybe snowball fights with the neighborhood kids…but a real snowman? Big and tall. One that takes hours to build. Frozen hands, packing snow until your fingers ache. The careful placement of eyes, a carrot nose, a scarf. Maybe even a hat. Yesterday, I realized I don’t even know where to start. My husband laughed softly and let me do my thing as I b